4:50 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2018
hi giveupthegrudge! missed me?
i sure do miss you.
i miss penning my thoughts,
because most of the time my thoughts get lost in space
and i just had a revelation that my memory is so so bad! either that or my brain cells are lazy af
rmb my previous post about going on a running date with butterflies in my stomach?
it was a successful second date with luah (duh!) 2 years ago... and look where it led to today! we're currently sitting in the same room doing our own things & he inspired me to go back to writing down my thoughts, only cause i read his journal.
wow it truly has been long, many things has changed,
and change is good. and i wish for more change to happen quickly,
(i'm millennial and we only do instant gratification k)
just got back from yet another europe trip #alwaysblessed
and still finding my bearings. happy to have experienced Cannes again with my fav bosses and colleagues, and fulfil my yearly visits in the uk to meet my relatives yay!
one thing that has been giving red signals on my mind lately is the bills i have to start paying for the family as part of my contribution. ashamed to say i cannot get used to this, i've been brought up in an environment whereby my dad takes cares of everything, i mean everything.. food, bills, school fees, insurance, car, travels, house, maintenance fee, and when some of them are given to me recently as responsibilities, i feel like my life is over and has been whining like a broken telephone... this is #adulting. i realised that my dad is amazing in supporting the family financially #salutes and it just confirms the point that i'm incredibly selfish. only caring about my future in the next phase of life and saving up only for my needs. i need to deal with it with grace and be content. great things will come
luah, quick! marry me!!! haha